Sunday, October 11, 2009

On The Edge Of It All *

Currently Listening 2 : Whitney Houston - I Look To You.mp3

Last night went to the club with my boo luis and these 2 faggots i just met last night. they were kinda cool. one was messy as hell all over niggas but the other one was nice. it was extra thick last night but fun i guess. i think ima soon call it quits on the club scene. why? because im paying 10 bucks to see the same bitches. it gets old after a minute and i cant even drink. so fuck it right?

im like on the edge. idk if you know what that means but its pretty obvious. just counting the days and still no damn job and ive applied for mad places. and this bingo hall shit the guy doesn't even call me. so fuck it. and my homegirl was suppose to hook me up with her mom to find me a job at a hospital but nope that hasnt happened either. ive probly gained like 5lbs because ive been feeling extra fat. on top of that my bank account has been ripped off. some site charged me 80 dollars and i only had like 6 bucks in my account now i got shit so ima have to call the bank on tuesday and fix this shit...because umm yeah wasnt me . so they probly gunna send me another card and shit so my mama says. still havent sold my phone to get my new sidekick because ive had 2 scammers...thank god i didnt fall for em tho because that would of sucked.

i was talking to someone who i thought wanted to talk to me back. but obviously not. not a shocker tho. im use to bullshit and lies. im not gunna make the effort towards him anymore simply because im not gunna waste my time anymore. and im not gunna get sad over him because a guy aint worth getting upset over. ive come to learn that after being thru bullshit with different pricks. but yeah this sunday is depressing. on my period. im throwin shade in plenty different places. my phone bill due tuesday idk if i should just shut it off or phone fuck someone for some money. at the end of the day i keep referring back to my deep thoughts . putting an end to all my problems by one simple resolution.

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